>>>9/1/19 I have to stay focus, I am God

It is crucial that I maintain my level of sanity the way it is for me to move forward.

One thing for sure is I have to maintain a stable blood sugar level.  That I do by switching from sugar burning to fat burning.

Now, here is the prevailing thought:  I am not the Almighty.  Screw the concept.  I don't care at all whether there is God or not.  I can say there is a God and it doesn't change a thing or I can say there is no god and it still make no difference.

It's not that I will be rewarded for believing and will be punished for not believing.  What I can do is believing in me.  That is because... Shit I can't do this.  I have evidences in the numbers alignment, the recurring of the 7:7, the wild flower phenomena, the millipedes at the tennis court and the 10 occurrences of the 10 cents in 2017.

OK fine  I stick to my hypothesis, we are One and we are many.  All matters are gods and all matters are intelligent.

I am doing this without the influence of mania and depression.  So what does that make me?  A man awakened by the realization that there is no...  I am God Almighty.  I am One and I am Many.  We all are.  There is no disembarkation between the Creator and the created.  We are within God and God is within us.

If I believe in this revelation then I am God and God is me.  Now do all these satisfy my need to excel as a God?  I believe so.  They fulfill my needs to be my true potential as a creator.

I already created Al Araf 7:7.  Now is my desire to create the ideal Universe Within.  If I can achieve that, then my goal to live a successful life is fulfilled.  Afterlife is not a concern right now.  What matters is where do I want to take my Universe Within to?

There is the God Almighty and I am, we all are the subset of this entity.  The only difference is some of us are awakened by this notion, some don't.

Those who are awakened *wi[th] live life as gods while those who are still sleeping *wi[th] live life shrouded by past conditioning.

*  Thanks for your support Sarah.  This is not an easy concept for me to grasp.  I was struggling trying to put the pieces together.  At least now I can come to term with all the epiphanies.  So for simplification I say I am God Almighty just like you and all the rest of the matters.

Now that we had accepted that we are God Almighty, then the rest are pretty straightforward.  Depending on our circle of influence, we shall govern autonomously.  In my case, my jurisdiction is Al Araf 7:7, Xanadu, Wolfsschanze, Alam Shah Alam and Sparta 4964.  As I mention before, instead of the afterlife, I rather use the term Alternate Reality Dimension.

Now, I have my merits.  I was the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier and I had defeated Iblis.  Hence I am the Binary King and the Highest Troika.  Therefore I am at the pinnacle of my kingdom.

This is how the whole kingdom looks like, Sparta 4964:

Xanadu doesn't concern the humans.  They belong to Thor in Wolfsschanze.

Therefore my responsibility is not [not] to the humans.  I am only accountable for my Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7 for my daily conducts.

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Now those are quite a load lifted from my mind.

Let me share with you my feeling now.  I had taken coffee with salt in the morning.  As of 30 minutes ago, I took apple cider vinegar with 1000 mg time released Vitamin C.  Boy, do I feel super alert!  The coffee is nothing compared to this new concoction.

I am beginning to feel that carbs as a whole is bad for me.  Sugar is definitely a disaster.  My weight went down again.  It is a positive sign.

Very importantly my mind is clear and sharp.  I am emotionally stable, no over excitement and no dark cloud looming.

As I write this whole posting I am very certain of what I write.  I am very very composed.

So ACV and Vitamin C did the trick.  I look forward to introducing the oils next.  Very importantly, I should not be hungry.

I can get the hang of being light.

Sarah, let chill for a while:

 

The thing that comes to mind is athletic body.  I want to be thin so that I am athletic.  All I got to do is keep doing what I am doing no[t] for the next 5 months and lose 3 10 kg packets of rice.

In 5 months, I should be able to run for 10 km at a go.  Look at the green can.  That is the extra load I am carrying right now.  Not to mention the clogged arteries, the suffocated lungs and the inflammations.

I am in a total mess.  My BP is 123/93, Pulse 80.  That is in fasting state.  All because of diet and lifestyle.  Diet is 80%  Exercise is 20%.

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