Honestly I personally don't know if God exists. It is nice to think so but the evidence is scanty. I have the affinity with God especially during the mania. Other than that I am actually an atheist.
God is none other than my thought creation when I am high in mania.
I have to say that I don't believe in any such occurrence.
All I can say is I am my own God. I create my own realm of consciousness. While I am alive I rule my kingdom. When I am dead, all will be gone with me. Thus everything matters but nothing counts.
I still have my Al Araf 7:7 as a manifestation of my alter ego but that's about it. It is just my personal indulgence.
So at best I am the God of my universe. As for the Great God, well I doubt He exists.
It's just me myself and I.
Why do I look outside for an entity to rule it all? Just look within and I find that God is me.
Why do I listen to those who claimed they knew God while in reality all it takes is to know thyself?
Yes, I am my own God. I decide on my destiny. Like right now, I decide to clean up my act in 2019.
I am a person who believe he is God and the only thing that matters is my realm of consciousness.
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I spent decades to look [] the answer. In the end the conclusion is I made up the idea of God. The evidences lead to me, not some external entities. So it is safe to say I am the very God I am searching all these while.
It's like all these while I am looking for a hero and the hero is actually me.
As of now the search is over: I AM MY OWN GOD. I decide, I execute and I reap the benefits. I shall not look beyond my o[]n paradigm.
God is just a belief.
He doesn't have the answer.
Either this charlatan doesn't know the answer or he doesn't believe in God.
This video explains my relationship with Al Araf 7:7.
So based on these videos then I say it's OK for me to be God to my own universe. It only concerns me and nobody else. It is also OK to say that I don't know if there is a Greater God out there.
Whatever notion we have about God is just an exaggeration we have about ourselves.
In conclusion, as I said before, I am my own God. With me is my own understanding of my own creations ie: Al Araf 7:7 and the whole works. Finally, my universe is what I made out of it.
If I balance the equation then I get me as a God on one end and Nothingness on the other end. Hence if I have to say this, then the answer to the God question is IT IS UP TO ME TO BELIEVE OR NOT TO BELIEVE. My belief says I believe in all matters are gods and all matters are intelligent. We are ONE and we are MANY.
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