Tuesday, 1 January 2019

2/1/19 What is the real issue really?

I cannot manage dopamine surge.  Therefore I cannot involve in an emotional relationship.

I should focus on personal excellence. 

Luckily I got Els, who is sensible.  Otherwise I will be in a mess.

I should save my money and spend it on the wedding anniversary.

I think I fall in love with Colbie Caillat.  She is my kind of babe LOL.

I am too old to fall in love anyway.

The run is what matters.  As for love, Colbie can sing sweet nothing to me.

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I don't feel the urge for to smoke dope and cigarette.  No urge for cunt either.  Now it's about wanting to be in motion.  I want to run and sweat.

Things will be easier if I focus on myself.

FRESH AIR

BE THIN

BE FAST

Getting involve with Els was a mistake.  Do not prolong the relationship.  It is a lose - lose one.

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