Saturday, 5 January 2019

5/1/19 ^^^Still can't walk properly

Unless I am to risk prolong injury.

I wonder Sarah, how long do you think this downward spiral will last?

Brb... Going out...

I am in a good mood again.  The Black Seed Oil is certainly working.


I must go down to 65 kg.  I got the whole wardrobe to wear.  I have to pursue my goal to run a 4 hour marathon.  I have to recover from this dreaded illness.



It'a not a question of choice.  I will do it.  Sorry Sarah for having to drag you into this.  As you know this is a personal blog and this is how I keep myself motivated.

Yes Sarah, all I need is ONE wi[th] this year.  Just one win and I choose the most critical win, which is to lose weight.  Along the way the 3 Cs and to run the Half Marathon will be the byproduct of this win.

As I said, the most important thing is to be thin.  Many things can be resolved with it; stable mood, run faster, better financial control and most importantly  it is the basis for the 2020 Marathon.

I MUST BE THIN.  I will eat oil and butter if I am hungry.


Oh yeah, one of the symptom that my mood is OK again is the sudden inspiration to be a DJ.  LMAO.  So my baby, my darling angel, I am back to being creative and inspirational again.

Do you like me like this honey?



The Black Seed Oil truly works.  Now to wait for the inflammation to subside and I am off to sweat again.

Huuuh...  What a peculiar illness.  I guess my job really is to repair my neurotransmitter regulator it seems.  That is done through diet and exercise.  No other way around it.  My system was haywire since I was small.  Now I will take the responsibility to make it right again.

OK baby, I'm going out for dinner.  I'll catch up with you later.

Bye now... 



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