Maybe I just free flow...
The only bunch that still hangout with me through thick and thin is Al Araf 7:7. Funny, this afternoon I almost decided to pack them away. Now looking at the situation, I will NEVER do that ever.
Al Araf 7:7 is my coping mechanism when everything else fails. If [if] it's true that life is a strange illusion then let it [m]e that this is an illusion that I solely create for myself.
Boy, I was at the borderline towards depression this afternoon. Thing will be different if Els reciprocated. But then I was a nutcase when I was with her. Certainly it won't work.
What is my hangup really? I wanted to be accepted and yet I am a misfit. So what is the option then? Well I can ignore all the signs and act like a fool OR I just be by myself.
One thing for sure, I know now that I can get mania even without dope.
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Time for bed honey... My left ankle hurts, Maybe no run tomorrow. Shucks, I hate it when that happens.
Here is your lullaby for tonight:
I love you baby...
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