@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Happy new year Els. Lets start fresh this year. No more 2018 quirkiness. You OK with that?
As I said before, she is a bird in a cage. So I just hit because that's what I feel good doing.
I don't expect much but I [I] just do it anyway. It is a long shot.
Actually I don't need her permission to Tweet. I just do it because I have nothing better to do.
What is certain, come 11:00 pm, I sleep.
Tomorrow I am set for my run at 7:00 am
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This year I promise I will be normal.
Therefore I will focus on things that bring out the best in me. Blogging does. Twitting doesn't. I have the same problem with Facebook. I am not much of a small talker I guess.
Anyway with Els, maybe she is a wild chicken. I better let her loose.
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I think she still has hangups. It doesn't help I am going after her like a mad dog. The best is to treat her like a resource. Maybe I'll be nice to her on her birthday and Christmas.
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Well, I will still Tweet you because if I don't I feel terrible. Hey you play my favorite Greatest Showman song! You are not that bad after all.
I will do what makes me feel happy. Nothing she can do about it. She is my "captive" bird in s cage. All I need is her eyes. Like the Zulu said, "I see you." And the reply is, "I am here."
Last week was a terrible week for me. I didn't function like a man fulfilled because I felt down.
Keep the rules simple. If the rule doesn't work, change the rule. That is the good things being a gray hair. I can always change according to the situation.
Why let a girl half my age make me feel terrible? I am still a General and I have plenty of resources within my possession to weakened her defenses.
It's a game Sarah. Instead of playing video game, I play this games people play. Some anglers go fishing because they want to eat the fish. I fish because I enjoy angling as a sport.
She too is playing a game. That I know. After all she is a lonely girl who spent New Year alon[g] in her bedroom.
My strategy, if you want to consider it a strategy is simply by being kind. By being kind I become a better person. It's not for her. It is for me. She is just the reason for me to be nice.
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OK time to sleep. Nothing beats running at 7:00 am in the morning. That is my passion now. I got 5 months to go.
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Anyway you like me, I know. Otherwise you cannot like my flowers and book yeah? But you are scared of me. What can I say baby, I am an OKU. My disability is I cannot contain my dopamine. I told you that. So I will still be your fan.
Looks like I sleep at 12:00 am tonight.
This song comes after the Tweet:
Very seldom we hate people who do good to us yeah? I want to experiment with kindness and see if it can unlock her heart. She is not that tough Sarah. She is just a baby.
OK Sarah, my darling, I manage to rekindle my big heart again. That is me. I am a giver and by the look of it, she needs plenty of receiving..
I love you baby. I wish I can channel more of that to you. I feel I can give more should you not hide behind the veil like right now. Here is your lullaby baby:
Sarah, you always be the light of my life. I still fancy you more than anybody else my Eternal Flame.
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