How are you today? I had a good rest last night. Today is a great start.
Lets talk about wellness. After 20 years trying various permutations, my search is over. Bipolar Disorder can be cured. It's all chemical. So back to diet and exercise. These things take commitment in terms of effort to find the remedy and the time to clock in the mileage.
It feels good honey. I feel liberated. However being free is not the destination. The aim is self-actualization. We should free ourselves to dream and excel. To explore our own potential as humans. I wish my destination is perpetual. That way I can keep striving for it as long as I live. However I am happy that it is finite. That way I can savor the fruit of my labor while I am at my peak.
A 4-hour marathon is surely nice. The challenge is to find a marathon to run come 2020. What I can do when the time comes is race as an international runner and pay a bit more. That way I don't have to be subjected to the local quota.
For this year, even the Foreign Registration is out.
You know honey, my recovery won't be this speedy if not for the confidence you gave me. I will always remember 2017 as the year I made a turnaround. I may not fully recovered from Bipolar yet at that time but that was the beginning of hope to recovery.
Sarah, you never answer my question on whether you do have a boyfriend or not. So I take it you don't. What I don't understand is why this year you are less active. It is because the topics are intrinsic in nature?
2018 might have been the most erratic year for me. At least I was not in rampage. However it is still a good year. The year I made a serious effort to quit smoking and exercise. Now I am seeing the result.
As for this year, I shall remember it as the beginning of my 22 years ascend. I will arrive at 77 with full glory. I am fully equipped for this journey. 22 years is not that far.
Honey, all these training is for me to achieve the state of Mushin No Shin. I am still a warrior, an Athlete Warrior that is.
What do you see in me Sarah? What makes you keep coming back? What's make you still want to be my wife? The only answer that I can think of is you truly in love with me.
Honey, I won't disappoint you. I will complete my Mount 57 ascend.
Later baby...
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