18/3/19 ^^^Love people, use things

I have to admit, I am not a minimalist.  The opposite of it is I am a consumer.

About time I put to stop to this mentality.  This is the very reason why I am broke no matter how much money I have.  I overbuy stuff.

I have now come to the point that I had bought everything I need to buy.  So I got to start saving.

No more buying except Moringa for this year.

Next month I save RM150.  If I do that for 1 year I am saving RM1800.

I have all the clothes and the shoes that I desire.  I have all the shoes that I need.  I have all the eBooks I can read.  I have all the electronic gadgets that I can utilize.  It is now about utilizing, no more about acquiring.

T[he] be able to wear my clothes again I got to be thin.  To use the sport shoes I got to be active.  To be happy, I got to feel good about myself.

Fuck, I have the most comprehensive collection of figurines that I can really feast my eyes for as long as I live.

The only regular purchase is Moringa.  Let's do away with everything else.  I got it all.  I am complete.  Heck, I am more than complete.  I am EXCESSIVE!.

Now, don't throw anything.  Utilize them.  The bicycle, the books, the shoes, the clothes, the caps, the watches, the gadgets, gosh the knives and not to forget; the pouches.

I need to utilize them.  The catch is, NO MORE BUYING.  The sin is buying and not using.  As long as I maximize my utilization, it is OK.  The books especially.  I need to finish reading ALL of them before I buy another book, eBooks included.

So far I had maximized my utilization.  The most under utilized are the books.  Clothes I can wait when I am thin,  Already I started wearing old clothes.  Most of my clothes are underutilized too because I cannot fit into them.  That will definitely gonna change.

I got plenty of bags.  All sort of them.  I don't have the occasion to use them.

The most highly utilized items are:

• The PC (the best entertainment system)
• The phone (the best productivity tool)
• The earplug (I got what I always wanted)
• The watches (it's complete)
• The running and walking shoes (maximum utilization)
• The sandal (maximum utilization)
• Al Araf 7:7 (it's complete)
• The glasses (maximum pleasure)
• The v-necks (maximum utilization)
• The underwears (maximum utilization)
• The perfumes (I think once I finish my perfumes, I just have only one for special occasions and one cheap one for daily use)

Number one rule is DO NOT LOOK FOR THINGS TO BUY.  There are always things to buy if you look for it.

By me stop becoming a shopaholic is a sign I am cured from Bipolar.

It all started in 2017 when I got extra cash from Munek.  Well Munek not going to give me money forever.  I don't have much control of how much I earn but I can control how much I spend.  For example instead of buying things, I should occasionally treat myself to the nice cheesecake and cappuccino.  That does not burn hole in my pocket.

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OK honey, time for me to sleep.  What song should I play for your lullaby?

Let see...

Sigh, I miss you baby.  I wish you are here my darling.  Tomorrow I'll catch up with you after the swim.

Goodnight baby...

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