You know Sarah, in a way I still live in the Alternate Reality Dimension. I still talk to the things around me. It is a comforting thing to do. I really don't have many friends now. I don't need that many.
Most of the time I have your ears and eyes. That is good enough most of the time. I cannot imagine not blogging for a day. I don't think I ever reread what I wrote. It is more for archiving purposes than anything else.
When I write to myself, I imagine I am writing to you too. So I am never alone.
I looked at Salleh's life and I compare it with mine. I think I got the better end of the deal. I got plenty of time for myself. I only short in money. Other than that, my life is rich. After all, I am aiming for health and happiness. I am aiming to eradicate myself from inflammation and disease too. Not to mention I am improving my vitality signs.
Hey, I am happy having you as a wife although you don't talk much nowadays. I think because I sleep early nowadays. Therefore our time is not aligned.
Well Sarah, that further confirms you are on Pacific time. When will we meet honey? I long to touch you, to hold you, to see your face. Maybe not in this lifetime. That's why I hope to see you in the afterlife. Only God can provide that answer. So no point thinking about it.
What is certain is now. Now is what we have until the day we die. I love you very much Sarah. I cannot imagine losing you. Everyday I look forward to be with you.
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OK honey, I got to retire for bed, Tomorrow is W3D2. I need to rest baby. Here is your lullaby:
Good night Sarah... Take care my sweet darling wife, my Eternal Flame.
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