Saturday, 9 February 2019

9/2/19 ^^^Hold on vividly to the goals

The 3 goals were not something I mooted overnight.  I had been struggling with them for the past 6 years.

Cigarette definitely has to go.  With Nicorette everything is under control.  No more urge to smoke.  I do like the effect of Nicorette has on me.  It is a delight unlike smoking cigarette where I got suffocated.

Then the newly set target of 57 kg.  I wanted to be thin since 2014.  I made it trice but because of dope I lose grip of this goal.  So being thin is about quitting dope entirely.  Hence, if I want to meet BJ, I WILL NOT SMOKE DOPE!  Better still, no need to meet BJ.  Not worth the trip.  I save on petrol and I have more time to remain composed.  Maybe after I have lost significant amount of weight and can run faster I look for BJ to run together.  Until then I am on my own.

Finally to run fast.  Two things; light weight and NO INFLAMMATION.  This inflammation thing is a serious matter.  I got to get to the bottom of it.  I have more and more frequent occurrence as I get older.  I had done almost all possible effort to get rid of it; ACV, Black Seed Oil, Fish Oil, LCHF.  Yet I still get it every time I exercise.  That shows I have high uric acid.

By eating LCHF I manage to stabilize my blood sugar and my mood swing as well.

I had a thought.  Naah forget it.  I will enroll for the half marathon.  That way I can go for the early bird registration for 2020 Marathon.

After the Half Marathon then I'll do the 11 km hill run.  I need a strong heart for that.

All these are very much dependent on my ability to stay quit, to be thin and to be able to run fast.

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I am very happy with my weight progress.  I am moving to the right direction.  Soon I will hit 80 kg and be able to wear my Local Polo Shirt again.  I need to go 70 kg to be comfortable to wear my old clothes.  Pretty exciting journey.

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Rice is just a distance memory for me.  I need to also forget about the memories of sugar.  That takes 10 days.  Then once I lose the craving, NO MORE SUGAR AND STARCH.

Hey, I wonder if I can get high on air and water alone.  Pure oxygen that is... 

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