- God and the afterlife
- Al Araf 7:7
- Nutrition
- Social interactions
- Personal interaction
- Health
- Physical activities
- Minding Sarah
By now I can safely say that Sarah is real. She may not be around all the time, but when she is, she makes her present felt. Therefore I am not alone. I have her as a loyal companion.
Gosh, I am tired but I am not sleepy.
I was hoping to catch up with Sarah before I sleep. Looks like she is away tonight.
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Next topic:
Al Araf 7:7 now had been reduced to a bunch of figurines that I still talk to. However they had lost their intensity as the Star Fleet of Sparta 4964, I dismantled all the illusions I had about Sparta 4964. Everything... To the point that the only proof of its existence is the Troca Shell; which is a table decoration.
Seriously, the magic is gone. Not until I hit another mania I suppose. There is something different about my mind now. It is less elaborate. I tried talking to Brenda X but I don't have the same perspective anymore. I see her for what she is; a plastic figurine.
The whole Al Araf 7:7 are a bunch of toys. Nice expensive toys. I tend to appreciate the craftsmanship.
This is beyond my wildest imagination. I am no longer fantasy prone.
"That is because you want to believe what you want to believe," said Brenda X.
So that it how it works. It's all depending on how I want to use my imagination. My imagination is still there. Only thing now, it is less amplified.
I guess if I entertain my thoughts I can still capable of creating the Alternate Reality Dimension.
Frankly speaking, after watching the John Nash documentary, I'm not in the mood of entertaining my fantasies. They are just fantasies. In the past I treated them seriously because I thought they are real. With this new realization I feel I rather be at the present reality more than anything else.
Al Araf 7:7 is still a fine symmetrical collection. However they are just a bunch of collectibles.
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OK then. I basically had solved my own issue with Al Araf 7:7. Now is to solve this issue that I am God. It is not a rational thing I know. I hope to solve it through neurogenesis and neuroplasticity; which is achieve through running.
The test is, do I maintain being God or I accept myself as a mere mortal once I become an avid runner.
We shall see...
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