I will win 1 day at a time:
- Wake up latest 7:00 am - Woke up 10.45. Good rest although had nasty dreams
- Exercise 1 hour in the morning - Missed the opportunity window
- Eat 16/8 starting 2:00 pm - Good lunch with sweet and sour garoupa and long beans.
- Exercise 1 hour in the afternoon - Went to see Konek
- Eat LCHF at 8:00 pm - Yes, managed to eat LCHF although ate cucur tepung
- Sleep at 11.00 pm - I sleep at 1:00 am
That's the minimum to win the day.
Today I am to meet Konek and Amoi. Konek is suppose to confirm back. Nothing... So this is the last I ever want to arrange a meeting. This is not the kind of friends I like to have. So I write-off these 2 for good. They don't appreciate friendship.
OK Konek confirmed. I'll be meeting him 5:00 pm today.
I just need for 1 person to decide on the time and place. That wasn't so bad. In the end I had to decide.
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I am so proud of myself today. I manage to refrain from smoking while being with 2 smokers.
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My body feel great with today's food. The Cucur Tepung was a little setback. Nothing to worry. I think I stick to the Nicorette for a little while. It does make me feel good.
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I think I am ready to move away from believing in God. I just take it I am my own Almighty. I am responsible for my well being. No religion, no afterlife. Just me and my Universe Within.
I still cannot discard the idea of God. Maybe old habit. At best I am impartial of God. I live my own life.
Whether I believe or don't believe it makes no difference. In the end I have to decide on my own course of actions.
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I think I am back to being on my own again. Sarah probably got bored following my thought process. Whatever it is, I have to maintain this blog. This is the year I ascend, Few slip ups here and there is normal. I am still setting the course to 31/5/19.
Note: Every day is a learning process,
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